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SGS presentation

2011-07-19T19:30:00.005+08:00

today i had a presentation...
our group had been given the title 'hypertension' for the presentation..
i think when it came to my part,
it was a disaster...i forgot what i should say
and i didnt even read my short note while presenting..
i just read straight from the slides..
actually i was freaking nervous because
my friend from the floor gestured to me & tried to tell me i only got 20 minutes left
before my group had to end our presentation... (i was the last presenter for the group)
thank God i could manage it...
i tried my best to explain the drugs that are used to treat hypertension,
their mechanism of action, their adverse effects........

the worst part was the Q&A section..OMG!
the lecturer just asked me about that little something
i just ignored when i studied before the presentation..
i forgot the question...
but why on earth did she ever ask me that question?
i mean i ONLY skipped that part when studying about the hypertension...
credit to my group-mates syahir & fakhrul that they
really did help me answering the question...

Isra' Mi'raj

2011-06-29T21:22:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah...berjaya saya tuniakan ibadat puasa hari ini
sempena israk mikraj (27 Rejab)

jom kita hayati peristiwa isra' mi'raj..
apakah sebenar nye isra' mi'raj ni..

Allah s.w.t. telah mengisra'kan (memperjalankan diwaktu malam hari) Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. dari masjidil Haram (di Makkah) ke masjidil Aqsha (di Palestin). Dahulunya orang biasa berjalan kaki dari satu tempat ketempat, ataupun menaiki kuda, keledai, unta dan sebagainya.

Perjalanan dari Makkah ke Palestin mengambil masa lebih kurang 40 hari. Ini adalah suatu perjalanan yang jauh, tetapi dengan kuasa Allah telah dilakukan dalam
masa yang singkat, hanya dalam beberapa jam sahaja. Bagi orang dahulu, perrjalanan yang demikian jauh jika dapat dilakukan dalam masa beberapa jam sahaja adalah suatu perkara yang luar biasa dan tidak dapat diterima oleh akal mereka.
Sebabnya belum ada kenderaan yang mereka tunggangi seperti kuda, keldai
ataupun unta yang boleh melakukankannya. Pada zaman yang serba maju sekarang ini, perkara ini telah menjadi perkara biasa, dengan adanya pesawat udara dan kenderaan lain yang laju.

Oleh itu mereka yang tidak beriman seperti Abu Jahal dan pengikut-pengikutnya menggunakan peristiwa ini untuk menjatuhkan nama baik Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. dengan menuduh Nabi s.a.w. seorang pendusta dan
pelbagai tuduhan keji lagi..

Mereka yang beriman dapat menerimanya kerana ia merupakan salah satu
tanda dari kekuasaan Allah s.w.t. yang pernah diberikan kepada
Rasul-rasulnya yang lain seperti Nabi Isa a.s. yang dilahirkan dengan
tidak mempunyai ayah malah beliau dapat berkata-kata diwaktu bayi, dapat
menyembuhkan orang yang sakit, dapat menghidupkan orang yang telah mati
dan sebagainya.

Demikian pula Nabi Musa a.s., tongkatnya dengan kuasa Allah telah menjelma menjadi ular yang besar yang dapat menelan dan mengalahkan ular ahli sihir raja Firaun. Malah Nabi Musa dengan tongkatnya dapat membelah lautan untuk menyelamatkan para pengikutnya dari dikejar oleh Firaun dan bala tenteranya. Banyak lagi tanda-tanda kekuasaan dari Allah s.w.t.yang telah diberikan kepada para Rasul yang disebutkan dengan mu'jizat dan kepada hambanya yang soleh disebutkan
sebagai karamah.

Dalam perjalanannya, Nabi s.a.w. telah ditunjukkan pelbagai contoh teladan yang berguna untuk ummat manusia. Antaranya, kepada Nabi s.a.w. telah ditunjukkan seorang tua yang terus menerus menambahkan beban yang sedang dipikulnya. Meskipun ia tak mampu lagi membawanya tapi masih juga menambah beban yang telah banyak itu sehingga menyusahkan dirinya sendiri.

Ini diumpamakan kepada seseorang yang memegang banyak pekerjaaan
yang menjadi tanggung jawabnya. Sehingga tidak ada satupun pekerjaan yang
dapat ditunaikan dengan baik.Tetapi masih juga menerima tugas baru.
Sepatutnya ia hanya menerima tugas yang ia sanggup menyelesaikan dengan
baik. Akan tetapi oleh sifat tamak dan ingin menunjuk-nunjuk,masih juga menerima tugas yang dia sendiri tak dapat menunaikan dengan baik.

Padahal masih ramai orang lain yang tidak mempunyai pekerjaan atau menganggur, tetapi orang ini tidak diberikan kesempatan tugas itu. Maka terjadilah ketidakseimbangan yang akan merugikan masyarakat dan negara. Kepada yang seorang memikul banyak sekali tugas dan yang lainya menganggur.

Kepada Rasulallah s.a.w. juga telah ditunjukkan suatu kaum yang bertanam sehari dan menuai sehari. Ini diumpamakan kepada orang yang melakukan amal kebajikan yang telah dilipat gandakan Allah pahalanya.

Kepada Nabi s.a.w. juga telah ditunjukkan orang lelaki yang suka memakan makanan yang telah tercemar, telah busuk, sedangkan disampingnya ada makanan yang bersih dan baik, akan tetapi makanan yang bersih dan masih baik ini tidak dijamahnya. Ini diumpamakan kepada lelaki yang suka berzina. Isterinya sendiri tidak dipedulikan, yang menjadi kesukaannya ialah perempuan pelacur, sehingga akhirnya dia mendapat berbagai penyakit kelamin, penyakit AIDS dan sebagainya sehingga menghancurkan kehidupannya malah keluarganya juga turut terkorban, akibat perbuatan kejinya itu.

Masih banyak lagi perumpamaan lainnya, semuanya ini merupakan tanda-tanda kebesaran Allah s.w.t. yang ditunjukkan kepada Nabi s.a.w. untuk menjadi contoh teladan kepada ummat manusia.

Hasil dari Isra' dan Mi'raj Nabi s.a.w. yang terbesar sekali ialah menerima tugas perintah dari Allah s.w.t.menunaikan ibadah Solat (sembahyang). Banyak arahan melakukan ibadah lainnya diterima melalui wahyu yang diturunkan Allah s.w.t. Ibadah solat diterima langsung daripada Allah s.w.t. ini menunjukkan keistimewaan solat.

Tidak ada alasan bagi siapapun untuk meninggalkan solat. Jika kita sakit tak mampu menunaikan dengan berdiri, boleh ditunaikan dengan duduk. Tak sanggup duduk boleh secara berbaring. Tak boleh dengan berbaring boleh dengan isyarat. Tak ada air boleh tayammum, pendek kata ibadah solat mestilah ditunaikan dalam keadaan apapun juga dan dimanapun kita berada.

Kecuali jika timbul sesuatu halangan yang memang telah ditakdirkan Allah seperti tidak siuman (gila), kita pengsan, tak sedar diri ataupun sebaginya.

Sebelum menunaikan solat kita mesti terlebih dahulu membersihkan diri kita daripada najis dan mengambil air sembahyang. Tempat kita bersujud perlu juga
bersih. Ketika mendirikan solat kita hanya menumpukan seluruh perhatian
kita hanya kepada Allah s.w.t.

Semua yang kita lakukan sebelum dan ketika solat semua itu akan mendidik kita menjadi orang yang bersih, berdisiplin, dan insya Allah akan menyihatkan rohani dan jasmani kita dengan gerakan-gerakan yang dilakukan ketika solat. Insya Allah jika kita rajin menunaikan ibadah solat denga teratur dan rapi akan membentuk
peribadi yang sehat rohani dan jasmani. Inilah intisari Isra' dan Mi'raj Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

dipetik dari : http://www.shiar-islam.com/doc8.htm

no title..

2011-06-28T12:11:00.004+08:00

these days seem to be very monotonous to me..
well, as usual just sitting at home and
do whatever housework that need to be cleared up..
washing dishes, hanging clothes to dry, sweeping & mopping the floor..

my parents kinda busy working..
they'll be home at the very evening..
it's like we dont manage to spend much time together..
i miss the time when i was a high-school girl..

all i can do is watching tv & movies that i have downloaded..
well, apart from doing those housework..

desire

2011-06-27T21:51:00.003+08:00

alamak ai...right now i'm really craving for
kenny rogers roasters...
x sabar nk keluar ngan cousin saya..
lepak2, tengok wayang & g makan besar..
especially kenny rogers or chicken hartz buffet di sunway pyramid
wait for me my cousin..
i'm coming to shah alam this 8th july 2011

Madu Lebah Asli!

2011-06-27T18:02:00.009+08:00

mungkin x ramai yg mengamalkan madu lebah asli..
well, i do habitually take madu lebah everyday..
before i have my breakfast..
*baru start mggu lepas.. but my parentts & grandma have always told me
to take madu lebah since years ago-maybe..
but i never listened to them

my digestive system kinda having problems for past few weeks..
my mom told me to take this madu lebah..
i finally found the madu lebah was "bagus!!" it worked!!
then i did some research about madu lebah..
and i found a few good points about madu lebah which makes me never gonna stop taking madu lebah everyday baguih na amalkan madu lebah ni..
x rugi...especially untuk perempuan..
laki pun boleh.. madu lebah ni banyak khasiat nya :

KHASIAT MADU LEBAH ASLI:
Mengeluarkan/membersihkan segala kekotoran yang ada dalam darah
Menyerap lembapan dalam badan
Memberi tenaga dalam darah
Membersihkan perut
Membuang angin
Membaiki sel-sel yang rosak
Memelihara dalaman wanita
Memelihara kesihatan lelaki
Memanaskan badan
Melancarkan perjalanan darah
Mengimbangkan diet badan
Menguatkan tenaga dalaman
Meningkatkan kecergasan dan daya ingatan serta hafalan anak-anak
Melawaskan usus
Melewatkan menopaus di kalangan wanita berusia
Merawat penyakit diabetis
Menguatkan tulang dan meningkatkan hormon di dalam badan wanita

CARA MAKAN:
1. Tukar atau kurangkan penggunaan gula kepada madu dalam penyediaan minuman harian.
2. Campurkan sedikit madu ke dalam air suam sebagai minuman.
3. Campurkan madu di dalam segala persediaan membuat kuih/masakan. Keharuman madu akan menawan selera anda.
4. Jika batuk atau lelah, minum satu atau dua sudu madu. Jangan dicampur dengan ais. (Berhati-hati jangan tersedak)
5. Untuk memulihkan tenaga, campurkan telur ayam kampung dengan sedikit madu. Dikacau kemudian diminum.
6. Campurkan sedikit madu ke dalam minuman kanak-kanak, kanak-kanak akan lena dengan nyenyak.
7. Minumlah sesudu besar madu bersama segelas air suam setiap pagi untuk kesegaran sepanjang hari.
8. Penyakit mata, Titiskan sedikit madu pada mata.
9. Sapu pada kesan gigitan atau sengatan serangga berbisa.
10.Menurut Ibnu Sina, minum beberapa tegur madu sekiranya anda susah tidur. seeloknya 2 sudu.

cheezy wedges

2011-06-27T09:37:00.014+08:00

i do love cheezy wedges...
actually i love the cheese sauce...i do love every kind of cheese..
cheezy wedges is the most part of kfc that i love...
the blend of the tastes between the wedges & the cheese really scrumptious!!!

well, i've always wanted to make it by myself..
and finally, i made it!!!
my-handmade-cheezy-wedges!!

ini la hasil cheezy wedges buatan tangan saya..
sorry x sempat nak decorate cheezy wedges ni...
simple je hidangan ni..
it's very easy-peasy to make this..
*bahan cukup bleh buat la..
ini resipi untuk buat sos cheese..

BAHAN-BAHAN:
500gm frozen wedges (kalau yang spicy lagi sedap)
200gm shredded cheddar cheese (saya beli "Emborg" yang warna oren tapi cheese yg slice pn boleh)
1 sudu besar mentega
1 sudu besar tepung gandum
1/2 cawan (125ml) susu segar
2 sudu besar sour cream (yogurt asli pun boleh..)
Mayonis secukupnya untuk dihidang bersama sos cheese ini

CARA-CARA:
1. Macam biasa goreng wedges hingga masak.
2. Panaskan non-stick pan (untuk mengelak cheese drpd melekat dekat pan sebab cheese mudah membeku bila sejuk)
3. Cairkan butter dan masukkan tepung. Gaul sebati.
4. Masukkan susu dan kacau hingga pekat.
5. Masukkan cheese dan kacau hingga cheese mencair.
6. Masukkan sour cream dan kacau sebati hingga elok kepekatannya.
7. sos cheese dan mayonis boleh dihidang bersama wedges yg telah digoreng tadi. (kalau nak struktur yg lebih cantik, paipkan sos tersebut)

DONE!!! mudah kan??

info :
mungkin ade yang xtau sour cream tu ape dan kat mana nak cari sour cream?
sour cream ni sebenarnye rasa sama macam yogurt yang asli tu..
boleh cari dekat bahagian frozen food la..
dekat bahagian butter, whipping cream...
TQ!!!

tahniah sepah

2011-06-25T21:00:00.006+08:00

hmmm...sbenar nye sedih jgk tgk final maharaja lawak..
never expected sepah akan jadi juara...
saya suka jozan & jambu sebenarnye..
jozan deserve juara & jambu deserve naib juara or tmpat ketiga..
i mean, what's with the "internasionale" yg pnh mamat khalid cakap pada kumpulan jambu..
ok..x kisah la klu sekali...tapi jambu mndapat 2 kali "internasionale" dari mamat khalid..
they deserve better actually...tp nk wat cmne...
undian x cukup....

in fact, persembahan jambu lagi bagus dari nabil actually..
esp yg musical comedy...maybe jambu x ramai peminat..
spatutnye penonton harus mengundi dgn bijak...

wlu bagaimana pun, saya tetap akan menyokong
peserta dari rajalawak 1...
johan,zizan,yus,tauke...
mereka terbaik compared to peserta dari rajalawak lain...
maybe mereka dah byk pengalaman..
sbb ,mereka paling lama...
n fyi, saya mengikuti rajalawak sejak bermula nya rajalawak diperkenalkan...

hospitalized

2011-06-18T10:18:00.003+08:00

lama benar saya berblogging..
agak busy skit la semenjak jadi dental student nieh..
nk study utk test & juga exam..

well, talking about hospitalized..
i have been hospitalized for 2 days & 1 night [kejap jee...]
guess why??
it was because of allergic reaction..
i've never known that i have this kind of allergic reaction..
all i've ever known is that my body doesnt really get along
with any seafood..i'll get rashes on my eyes, nose & skin..but it's not that chronic la..

jom kita cakap pasal allergic reaction in medical term sikit...^^
allergic reaction is the body's way of responding to an "invader." When the body senses a foreign substance, called an antigen, the immune system is triggered
invader can be The immune system normally protects the body from harmful agents such as bacteria and toxins. Its overreaction to a harmless substance (an allergen) is called a hypersensitivity reaction, or an allergic reaction. Anything can be an allergen. Dust, pollens, plants, medications, foods , insect bites, animal dander, viruses, or bacteria. Reactions may occur in one spot, such as a small localized skin rash, itchy eyes, face bumps, or all over, as in a whole body rash such as or hives..

well, i was in my car with my mother & sister..we were on our way home after i went to see an optometrist..
i knew there's something wrong with my eyes..
i always feel dizzy & fainting..i can see some kind of fog in front me that i barely see anything..

on our way home, there was a traffic jam..and our car got stuck in it..then i felt something wrong with my face..i could not even respire..seriously..i did feel like fainting..my skin also got itchy..especially on the extremities..my mother even said i was like a chinese girl that my face became swollen..and my eyes became sepet la..luckily the hospital was along toward..

thaipusam

2011-01-23T08:24:00.005+08:00

on the thaipusam day,
i went to sunway pyramid with 3 of my friends...
we had so much fun..eventhough i makan buah langsat dalam sunway pyramid tu..
i mean i lost!!! arghh!
well, we went there just to have fun..
to relieve our stresses..actually my stress..

for the first time i went to this restaurant..
which was the hartz chicken buffet..
and i loved it..
we just needed to pay RM24
and we could eat anything...
even we can tambah n tambah n tambah...

kittens

2010-08-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

i was just informed that 2 of my kittens have gone dead..
but why didnt anyone tell me before?
i didnt even get any chances to see them
after they were born..
can i go home now?
i'm sick of living at college...
i wanna see n look after the mother of the kittens..
she must be searching for the kittens..
i can feel it..
coz my mom phoned me and told me that
Mona (the mother), took a fish and was searching for her kittens
to feed them..so sad..
i really wanna hug Mona...

happy news

2010-08-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

i'll be getting the JPA scholarship soon..
so happy..
really hope that i'll get it before Raya Aidil Fitri
so that i can go shopping for raya..
happppyyy..!!!

fasting

2010-08-17T20:43:00.004+08:00

God i miss my home...
i need to get home NOW!!
well..it's not that pleasure to perform fasting here at the college..
nk buka puasa dgn family!!
makan makanan selera kelantan..

i wanna go home..

btw, raya..
i can only celebrate raya just for a week..
then i have to come back here
since my final exam is around the corner..
arrgghh..only Allah knows i hate exams..

hello!

2010-08-17T20:33:00.003+08:00

long time no blogging...
i'm at UiTM Shah Alam
taking bachelor of dental surgery now..

huhh.being here..fuhh.
i dont know how am i gonna start this...
living here is so.....exhausted..
everyday i've to attend classes
from 8a.m. to 5p.m.. [generally..]
sometimes the class ends at 6p.m.

taking dentistry is such..
well honestly, i do wanna be a dentist and i'm willing to face the 5 years study..
but previously, i didnt think it's gonna be like this..
i mean...buzy..my life is too buzy..
i have to stay up all nights..studying..

btw, my previous test result..haha..
quite disappointed..haha..
i only got pass..but i failed to get A..
that's ok..think positive..
there're still more tests n exams waiting..i'll try to do my best
and make my parents proud..

menghitung hari!

2010-05-06T10:29:00.002+08:00

18/5..
huhh..
result matrik da nak kluar..
i can feel the huge adrenaline rush inside my body
whenever i think of the day..
takottt!!
my sister got her chance to go to UM..
but what bout me? where am i goin' to pursue my study after this?
my bro n my parents really wanted and coaxed me to go to UM
so that i can be a companion to my sister...

one word keeps puzzling my mind,
"d.i.l.e.m.m.a"

certainty

2010-01-13T09:28:00.012+08:00

now i'm certain

that i'm gonna pursue my study

on the science field...

(i know that i used to hate science)

and i've ever taken the class for (engineering drawing??) in highscool..

and as far as i can remember, those of my friends who from the beginning

took the biology class just becoz of they liked biology...

but i dont understand...

where are they now?? huhu...

they even escaped themselves from science field..

but thats ok...its their lifes...

live your life to the fullest,, friends...

[clearing throat....]

i have determined and

devoting full strength and concentrated attention to get 4 flat

for this second semester...

i really wanna be a dentist..

i dont care what people will say..

even my bro who really objects me when i said i wanted to be a dentist...

i wanna fulfill my parents' dreams...

i can see it through the way they talk,

they way they act..

it's like they're hoping me to be a doctor...

well, dont worry mom and dad...

i will make your dreams come true...

i know that you're hoping me to be a doctor or a dentist..

since they're non of our family members have become doctors or dentists..

only engineers and lawyers..

and the courses that use skill..haha..ridiculous.

i dont know what they are called..

you know like the hotel management and the designing thingy..

ya Allah,, i really hope that i'll get 4 flat for this 2nd semester

and i will have the opportunity to further my study on dentistry..

chemistry

2010-01-13T09:12:00.002+08:00

now i'm starting to like chemistry...

i enjoy learning it..

for this semester i learn about the organic chemistry..

but i kinda dont understand

about the attacking of the nucleophilic on the electrophilic..

and the free radical substitution...

to be honest,,

i'm so lucky to have my mom who is a chemistry teacher

and got the degree for chemistry..(whatever)

i dont what it is called..

and my mom has a major on the organic chemistry..

now that i'm home,

i can learn chemistry with my mom..

yeay!!!

p/s: sorry mr. mark haur jye..

it's not that i didnt get anything from you when i was in the lecture hall..

but...hmmmphh..speechless..sometimes i felt sleepy in the lecture hall..

btw, you're the best chemistry lecturer...and also thnx for being my tutor..

thumbs up

2010-01-13T09:08:00.001+08:00

like this!!!!

attention!!!

2009-11-01T10:17:00.004+08:00

Kelantan won the match last night!!!
yeah..
gomo klate gomo!!
fuh..my favourite footballer,,

"NORFARHAN muncul wira Kelantan apabila meledak hatrik di Stadium Utama Negeri,
Kangar malam tadi."

"Kelantan menempa sejarah mara ke perlawanan akhir Piala Malaysia buat kali pertama dalam tempoh 39 tahun apabila menewaskan Perlis 3-1 di separuh akhir kedua yang berlangsung di Stadium Utama Negeri, Kangar, malam tadi.

Selepas mencatat kemenangan 2-0 pada separuh akhir pertama di tempat sendiri, Selasa lalu, Kelantan tidak bermain secara bertahan sebaliknya tenang sepanjang perlawanan untuk mara menerusi agregat 5-1."

"NEGERI SEMBILAN akan membuat perhitungan dengan Kelantan pada final Piala Malaysia di Stadium Nasional, Bukit Jalil, Sabtu ini.

Skuad Rusa itu berjaya melangkah ke final selepas menang 3-1 ke atas Terengganu pada aksi separuh akhir kedua Piala Malaysia di Stadium Sultan Ismail Nasiruddin Shah, Kuala Terengganu malam tadi."

run a business??

2009-10-31T09:32:00.004+08:00

well,, i'd personally love to run a business..
especially when it comes to a cupcake business..haha..
ok..back to running a business..
serious??

my mom told me that my dad's gonna run a business..
but not that sooner..
when my dad's become a pensioner(?)
yeah..he's bought a kiosk which he'll be utilizing it
to run his business..
but the question is,,
what kind of business will he be running??

i would say
"RESTAURANT, RESTAURANT, PLEASE, RESTAURANT"

i really want to keep the restaurant up and running...
well,, no doubt that my hobby is trying new recipes..

what race is this guy??

2009-10-28T10:17:00.006+08:00

i never thought this guy is an indian...
i guess..
well,, according to his name,,
Kamaljit Singh Jhooti..
or known as jay sean...
by his stage name..
to me,, he's kinda hot...
not kinda but he really is hot..

i like his new single released
which entitled 'down'..
he seemed so hot on the video....
featuring lil wayne..

kelantan

2009-10-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

this is the capital city of my state..
which i live in this state..
i love klate..
the best place in the world...
and has the best citizen in the world...haha..

blogging

2009-10-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

why am i actively posting entry recently??
it's becoz i'm on holiday right now..
for 2 weeks..
it's the holiday between
first semester and the 2nd semester...

yeayy!!!
rindu nyoh klate ak!!!!

car

2009-10-27T21:18:00.004+08:00

i always dreamed to have my own car
since i've got the license...
but there's no suitable car for me...
i only want a small car
which is desirable for a beginner like me...
my dream car is always be the SUZUKI SWIFT...
i wish i can have it...

ohh.. my dream car!!! my mom at first promised me to buy
this one.. but then she realized,,
only for a beginner like me,,
i only deserve this car....
perodua viva elite...

perodua viva elite pn ok lah...
not that bad....
support Malaysia's product!!!
insyaAllah i'll get this car next year...

spm 2009..

2009-10-27T20:55:00.009+08:00

to all SPM 2009 candidates,,
good luck...
especially to my sis,,her closest friends
who i know them n not to be forgotten jasmine faizurah...

bout spm??
dont worry..
you dont have to score straight As for spm...
haha..bad motivation..
it's my brother's theory...
how many As you get,,
it's not that you're not gonna be able to further your study
in the pusat asasi,,matrikulasi, and
STPM or those preparation to overseas programmes..
at least you'll get diploma..

nowadays everybody get their chances to further their study..
as long as they have money..haha..
money is everything now!!
everybody can go to overseas,,
go to pusat asasi which all students dream to go
and their teachers wanted them to go..
my parents did want me to go to pusat asasi UIA
by negotiating with the cable-person-thing or should i say 'org dalam'..
but i refused to..

for me,,it's unfair that people who is kind of unlucky like me
which got rather-bad-result for SPM
can go to pusat asasi...it's not the right place for a lazy people like me..
so, just let it be...
i'm happy studying in kolej matrikulasi now...
not that happy that i'm sometimes kind of homesick..
being with more matured friends and understanding each other...
the subjects are not that tough..
i mean,, i have to re-study the things that
i've learned in school but this one is more advanced and more to a specific-learning...

but in here,,i have to freaking struggle
to get the best result...
i want to make my parents proud of me
and i wanna make their dreams come true..
insyaAllah...

photoshoot..

2009-10-27T10:13:00.004+08:00

photo shoot day..
yeahh..

sblm photoshoot..
smpat lg berpose-pose..
waduhh..blazer yg sgt besar..haha..
free size...

cuti raya..

2009-10-27T09:49:00.004+08:00

family dato' or i call him ayah long
held a majlis berbuka puasa at a 5 stars restaurant..
beliau belanja semua sedara-mara..

from left,, me, my sis, datin (mek) and my greatest grandma (cek)

spupu, mak sdara, n sdara lain..

ak ngan adk ak kt mcD with my cousins..
but where are me n my sis?? haha..

on the way back to kelantan..

2009-10-27T09:46:00.001+08:00

nk balik raya!!
kelantanese girls!!

majlis berbuka puasa

2009-10-27T09:20:00.003+08:00

before semua balik kampung utk raya,,
kitorg 1 praktikum
ade wat majlis berbuka puasa bersama2..haha..
never forget this moment..

the day

2009-10-27T09:03:00.003+08:00

the day we,, me n my course mates
organized the pertandingan permainan tradisional..

chaiyoik!! chaiyok!! abe,, imran n nabila!!

experiment bio

2009-10-27T08:42:00.005+08:00

yeay!!! experiment for biology!!
the best moment..
i like bio...

ni xtau ape ke benda nyer..da lupa la..

pembedahan seekor tikus yg cumil...
i could see its spleen,,liver,,,,kidneys,,intestines,,
heart which was still throbbing
before we operated its head..
i held the brain..haha..proud..
but me and my lab partner accidentally cut off her ovary..haha..
i thought it was her cholesterol..

doctor-to-be kot...haha..

hannah..

dikir barat

2009-10-27T08:38:00.005+08:00

i'm starting to slowly like dikir barat..haha..
i mean,, i never liked dikir barat bfore...
sbb ak mnyertai prtandingan dikir barat
peringkat kolej..
haha..
proud to be one of them..

roomates

2009-10-27T08:20:00.006+08:00

my cute n the best roomates...

the most sempoi girl...

nibah,, i'll always miss you...n your 'sedawo'..
good luck..
be always happy in China..

mana roomate ak sorang lagi nieh??

course mates ..

sweet moment..larian KAKOM..

handmade

2009-10-27T08:18:00.001+08:00

yup...
this is my handmade..

cats

2009-10-27T08:00:00.004+08:00

firstly,,
nk gtau ak sayang giler kat kucing2 ak
after a couple of months since the last time
i pampered and cuddled them...

antara gmbar kucing2 ak!!

blogku

2009-10-27T07:55:00.000+08:00

blog ku!!!
rindu nya!!
long time no blogging!!

u.n.t.i.t.l.e.d.

2009-09-24T16:01:00.008+08:00

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

what do you think when it comes to the word friends??

hmmm..when this word pops into my mind,
i think of who are they to me
and what they do to me as they're my friend..

one day,, i went to see
my friends which are my classmates..
they are good friends
i mean they were good friends..
i'm sayin' this bcoz i can see it through what they did to me..
u know what is self-interest-friendship??
this is what my bro told me..actually it is brkawan hanya utk kepentingan..
yup..this is what they did to me..

on the day,, i told two of them to message me if all of the members
arrived at the kfc..but, the things went horribly wrong..
they didnt even call or msg me..
in fact,, they have ordered the kfc..
i was the one to call them..i was kinda shocked..
how could they do this to me??
luckily i have my sister and cousins with me..
they adviced me to not to join them bcoz
they also realized what they did to me..

but i refused to bcoz i what is the meaning of 'friends'..
i care bout bout their feelings..but what bout them??

today,,this time, right now, right here i want to declare
bout my ability..i can read people's thought,
people's expressions..which is inherited to me (i guess)
from my mom, from my mom's tok guru..
i hope u dont mind..i mean they dont mind..
i know what you've been doing and what you're doing to me..
and also your intentions towards me..

plz change your attitudes guys..
nobody wants to befriend you..
or like my mom said "x boleh dijadikan kawan"..
if u keep doing the same things to your friends..
and my roommates and my floor mates always advised me and
got mad at me that i always care for my friends' feelings
without thinking of what they do to me...

to be honest,, i love my new friends..
they're being such good friends..
they care and u/stand bout my feelings..
they're always being my back up..

eventually

2009-05-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

eventually...
yesterday,, me and my friends went to the kotaraya (again)..
we went there just to accompany faten undergoing her retest..
luckily and eventually she passed the the test..
syukur alhamdulillah..
anyway,, its the last day..
i mean its the last day we went there by xera's honda jazz..
we went there early in the morning
coz faten was asked by her pakcik kamal to go there at approx 9 a.m.
we reached the kotaraya at about 9.20 a.m.

we were searching pakcik kamal to know bout faten's retest..
but he was not there..argghhh!!!
we got mad that pkcik kamal asked us to go there early in the morning
so that faten wont be rejected from undergoing the retest..
but where was him????!!!!
he should have phoned faten that the retest for her was at 2 p.m.
we maddeningly into xera's honda jazz and went away..
btw,, i found my driving instructor..
but i didnt have the chance to have a conversation with him...

we went around kota bharu and seeking for any good restaurants
but we didnt find one..
we just putar-putar and putar area kota bharu..
lastly,, xera decided to directly go to the kotaraya that
she was kinda sick of seeking a restaurant..
nesya then decided to go to a restaurant near to the kotaraya
which very near to the rohm-wako..
me and naresya have been to the restaurant...
we ordered 'nasi goreng pattaya'..
the taste of it was not that good and not that bad..
but the thing is,, it was way too expensive..haiyya!!

then we when to the kotaraya to accompany faten undergoing her retest..
while we were on our way to the kotaraya,,
something had happened to xera's hoda jazz tire...
luckily one man..i mean a driving instructor help us changed the tire..
thnx to him...
xera then phoned her mom and told the news bout the tire..
her mom asked her to go home..she had to leave me and the other friends at the kotaraya..
luckily nesya's mom works near to the kotaraya...
her mom could fetch us..but she could only fetch us at 5.30 p.m.
so we had to stay at the kotaraya till 5.30 p.m.
huh..what a tiring day..

good news : faten passed her test
bad news : last day for us gathering at the kotaraya coz we will separate..huhu.. i mean to our colleges..huhu..so sad..nesya had set off to kuala lumpur today before she goes to the matriculation college in negeri sembilan..

dont bother my english!!

kalah bermaruah..

2009-04-27T20:35:00.015+08:00

25/4/09 final FA cup MAS
kelantan vs. selangor..
yeah..
the red warriors vs. red giants!!!
argghh!!! i hate everyone in my house...no larhh..
i deadly wanted to go to the stadium nasional bukit jalil to watch the match!!!
but why??? why weyh?? why ak xleh gi??
is it becoz of i'm a girl?? girl bleh minat bola wat??
i love soccer!! especially when it comes to liverpool n brazil...[dont say anythin!!]

my dad bought 6 tickets.. actually he didnt even buy them..
his friend from KL gave them to him..hahahaha..

ehmmm..there are 7 members in my family..
my dad firstly decided only men could go...
it's not fair!!!!! i said that i wanted to go...
and my bro offered me the ticket..

my bro : nk gi ke??
me : nk..nk..
my bro : ayh, ena nk gi..
dad : nk gi ke?? bleh ah..

i got a green light from my dad..
then i asked my mom to go so that i have at least someone to accompany me since i am a girl..
but my mom refused to go...she didnt wanna miss any classes since she's a teacher..
no!!! my dad then didnt permit me to go..

dad : na xyah gi la..mama x gi..
me : :( [arghhhh!!!!]

btw,, my bro had bought 4 jerseys.. kelantan punya la!!!

the atmosphere before the match started

my bros and my dad's friend(kanan)..why are my bros very tall hah??
sorry i cant beat u all..i surrender...
my dad's friend looks small..hahaha..

the point is kelantan kalah bermaruah..
do i need to mention once again that i'm a kelantanese??
so paham2 la ak sokong team mana..
ala,,selangor menang pn becoz of penalty...
klu x,, 1-1 jer larhh...
thnx to the cutest ezrie that he managed to jaringkan gol..
but i'm a bit disappointed with indra putera..huh...
org harapan kelntan...but that's ok..
tahun depan ada lagi...

fav player:
23 - indra
(?) - khalid jamlus
8 - ezrie
10 - farhan
22 - shahrizan
27 - zamri
(?) - piya (kapten)

go go red warriors!!!
gomo klate gomo!!

nami ketua's quote:

"our SMILING referee. btape saket nye aty ak ble abg ni x tiup wisel tme player slangor men kasar a.k.a mnjatuhkn player kte! SO MANY TIMES OKAY. sdgkn kelantan, dh 4 org players dpt kad kuning. agak bengong. seriously! & yg x disengajakn pn dia kire jgk."

i totally agree with you nami!!!! yeah!!!

dont bother my english!!

dilemma

2009-04-17T10:26:00.003+08:00

huh..
the result for the intake to matriculation colleges has come out today..
i checked the result(?) via sms..
early in the morning..
and guess what??
i got accepted to further my study to a matriculation college
which is in negeri sembilan...
the most i like about it is my friends nesya,,mijah,,and aisah also
got accepted to go to the matriculation college in negeri sembilan!!
yeyy!!!

but the thing is,,
i am in dilemma..
i want to go or i dont want to go??
going or not going hah??
coz,, many people say when we go to the matriculation college,,
we really have to struggle...
no!!!!!! i hate books!!!!!

dont bother my english!!

what to do..

2009-04-16T21:28:00.004+08:00

(15/4/09)
after having our lunch at the marry brown,,
syera sent us home...
she sent nesya to her house but faten n wahida to my house..
then i would have to send wahida to her house which was near to my house..

at the night,,
my dad asked me..

dad : na,, gi jupo pkcik tadi?? wi pitih ko dy??
me : wi..
me : yah,, tadi pkcik tanyo ore bowok dh ko keto..ore pn oyak dok lagi sbb ayh x arap lagi..pah dy oyak dy nk ngajar smula..
dad : dy oyk nk ngaja smula??
me : emmm...
me : gano ayh?? nk suh ore blaja smula ko?? ore xpo blako..
dad : xpo lah..blaja smula la..bljar la bleh skali dua lagi..
dad : suh pkcik wat gi jaley kat jln pasir mas..
me : ayh oyak la..
dad : bakpo nyo?? awok la oyak..telepon dy..
me : [?????]

do i have to??

but today (16/4/09)
i asked for my friends help..i mean advice..
they said..its up to me whether i wanted to learn with pakcik again..
and faten said if i felt like i couldnt drive a car,, i had to call the pkcik..
and agreed that i wanted to learn driving the car again with him..

i took time to make a decision..
coz i was afraid that i would burden pkcik to come again to my house just to teach me drivng..
and i was also afraid..coz my dad had asked me to call the pkcik...
but not to be forgotten i am a P holder... not an L holder anymore..

then i made my mind that i would call the pkcik...
but i didnt know what to say..
faten kindly prepared a script for me about what did i have to tell the pkcik when i called him..

i tried to call pkcik..but he didnt answer me..
then faten tried to call him....
faten then chaotically gave me the phone..
at last pkcik answered the call..

i told him that i agreed to learn driving the car on the road with him..
then he said : xpo..xpo..xpo..xpo..buleh..
me : xpo ko pkcik x nyusoh ko??
pkcik : aih,, x nyusoh eh...
bla..bla...bla...bla....

he'll be teaching me driving the car next week..
huh..what to do...

A.G.A.I.N.

2009-04-16T20:02:00.007+08:00

(15/4/09)
Today once again i went to the kotaraya..
why???
i went just to accompany my friends who were wahida n faten..
they were having the JPJ test today...
today was a rainy day..huh...
it's quite hard for the learners(?) to drive the cars today..
i could see many of them got failed...huhu...
just because of the 'bukit'!!!!!!
all of their cars slid down backwards...huh...
but it's unfortunate for them who were given the bad-old-perodua-kancil(s)..
hard to manage..
some of them were complaining about the problem of the cars which was the bad hand break and clutch..

anyway,, i was asked by my dad to meet my pakcik who is my driving instructor
to give him money..which as a token of thank you(?) for teaching me driving the car..
then we had a conversation..haha..

me : pkcik,, mama kirim kek ko pkcik sbg tnda timo kasih
pkcik : heh?? oloh nyusoh jah..
me : x nyusoh eh..mari la amik kek kat keto...
pkcik : [tersengih-sengih]
me : mari la pkcik turut ena..
pkcik : na bowok keto sdiri ko??
me : hehe..dok eh.. sain bowok...
pkcik : ai,, x aci na...
me : buke pkcik,, ayh x wi la ena bowok..dio x arap lagi..
pkcik : ai xleh na...lepas blaja keno bowok lalu...takot x ingat..
me : tu la pkcik...lamo x bowok keto..rindu sero nk bowok viva...
pkcik : [menyelup poket seluarnya]
pkcik : hoh..ambik na nk bowok viva na..[smbil mnghulurkan kunci kereta viva]
me : [ak dgn sedap2 nya mengajak nesya]
me : mari nesya kito naik duo..kito gi main kot jln test nk??
pkcik : na,, klu nk naik keto viva ni,, na keno naik sore jah..sbb keto ni ado sticker L...
me : heh?? gitu plok..xpo la pkcik..bia lah..
pkcik : ayh x arap dih??
me : tu la pkcik..ayh x arap... dio x wi naik keto..huhu..
pkcik : klu ayh x arap gak,, pkcik ajar smula la??
me : heh??
pkcik : dok..klu ayh x arap gak, mari pkcik ajar smula la..
me : ajar smula?? [a.g.a.i.n??]...[i am officially a P holder!!! no need to blajar ngan pkcik lagi la..huhu]
pkcik : na oyak ko pkcik deh klu ayah x arap lagi...pkcik nk ajar smula..
me : oh..nati la deh..tengok dulu..

then,, we sampai kat kereta kawan ku..honda jazz..
and i gave him the cake..he thanked me and went away..he went to the office of the kotaraya..

me,, syera,, nesya n wahida were waiting for faten while she was having the test..
btw,, wahida had done hers..and she passed the diriving test and she'll become a P holder
like me,,nesya and xera...
we were hanging out at the canteen of the kotaraya..
discussing bout the 5Damai gathering at a resort..yeyy!!! picnic!!!

while discussing,, we were waiting for faten's turn to drive the car..
she was given the car numbered 39...
but unluckily,, when she was doing the 'bukit',,
huh..hard to say..her car slid down backwards
but she was trying to do the 2nd chance...
but she was stopped by the jpj testers..

faten had raised up her hand before she tried to do the second chance..but it's wrong..
if we want to do the second chance,, we have to make sure that we havent raised up our hand to the JPJ testers..coz it means we had done doing the bukit..

JPJ tester : awok klu nk wat hk kali kedua awk xleh akat tangan lagi sebelum tu..
faten : yo ko?? x tau..huhu..cikgu x oyak pun..
JPJ tester : xtau?? sapo ngaja awok??
faten : bakpo nyo?? xleh saloh ko cikgu..takot ms dy oyak tu,, sy x dengar..
JPJ tester : aihh..dy x oyak dh tuhh..
JPJ tester : sapo cikgu awk?? oyak la..
faten : hmmm...
JPJ tester : oyak la..
faten : pkcik kamal..
JPJ tester : pkcik kamal?? hk naik keto wira 71 tu ko??
faten : ho..
JPJ tester : berat la ckgu tu.. wat nayo ko budok jah..
then,, the JPJ tester gave her a sweet and he said :
i am sorry..kite jumpa mggu depan yerr..

faten n wahida had done thier driving test..
then its time for us to have lunch..
we were having our lunch at the marry brown which was near to the airport..

P license (9/4/09)

2009-04-16T19:57:00.002+08:00

yeyy!!
i've got my P license today...
my dad came back from his office
and gave me the P license..

but unfortunately,,
i didnt have any chances to drive any cars..huhu..

blessed be to God..

2009-04-08T21:37:00.027+08:00

today was the driving test day at kotaraya..
i was asked by my pakcik to go to the
kotaraya at the very morning...
i went to the kotaraya with my dad..he sent me there..
while he was on his way to his office...
but he refused to enter the gate(?) of the kotaraya..
he just sent me outside of the kotaraya..
i thought it was becoz my dad didnt want
any driving instructors or any workers from the kotaraya
recognized me as i was his daughter..
i mean JPJ officer's daughter..
if any of them knew me,, i would easily get passed..
i guess la..
but i also didnt want any of them to recognize me as "anak cik ya"..
i wanted to get pass as i am eligible to get it..u know what i mean??
i mean,, not becoz of i'm JPJ officer's daughter or a.k.a anak cik ya JPJ..
but what could i do...huhu

anyway,, i was waiting for my pakcik that he didnt even arrive at the kotaraya..

me : mana pakcik nieh?? lambat btol la...

while waiting,, i could make friends just-in-time ..
they were very sporting, friendly and eloquent..
they came to the kotaraya just like me..i mean to undergo the driving test..
but they had to undergo the retest..coz they had aground for their
first test..today was their second..

sooner,, i saw my pakcik wearing a maroon shirt..
i was like waving at him..haha..
then he came to me..

pakcik : na, tunggu yer..na test pukul 10..
me : owh..
pakcik : ke na nak test sekarang??
me : tanak..tanak.. [ak sgt berdebar..i can feel the heart throb]
pakcik : xpe la klu gitu..tunggu yer..pakcik nak gi makan ni..
me : ok..

continued my conversation with my new friends..haha..

shortly,, approximately at 9.20am,,
my pakcik came to me..
we had a small conversation..then,, pakcik kamal came nearer..
pakcik kamal was my friends' driving instructor..
my pakcik and my friends' pakcik were very close..
they were joking each other...

pakcik kamal : anak cik ya test bila?
my pakcik : ni la anak cikya..[he chuckled]
pakcik kamal : owh ni..member anak buah saya la ni??
me : yup..faten kan??
pakcik kamal : yup..

a couple of minutes later..

pakcik kamal : duk kat mana??
me : telipot..dekat la ngan rumah faten tuhh..
pakcik kamal : ye la..tau..sy pn pernah pergi rumah awk..
me : owh..

then,, pakcik kamal went away..

my pakcik : na,, bleh dah ni..da pukul 10 nihh..[actually it was 10.05am]..jom gi..
me : ok..

huh..my heart throbbed faster..i walked with my pakcik to the counter where the learners have to sit before started driving the cars..we had to wait for our queues..my pakcik talked to his bro who was a worker/instructor(?) at the kotaraya..his bro named abang min..he brought me to the counter that my pakcik is not a driving instructor which works with the kotaraya but he works with other driving school..

u know what??
that abang min told the JPJ tester that i was anak cik ya..no!!!!!
i realized that all the JPJ testers were staring at me afterward..
i guessed they should have known that i was cik ya's daughter..
actually,, there are two sessions..
session 8.30am and session 10.30am..
my pakcik booked for me the session 10.30am..
argghhhh!!! u know what??
my turn number(?) was 67..abang min gave me a little piece of paper which written 67 on it..
and when i turned back the paper,,there's written ''anak en. ya + + haji nasir''..
haji nasir was my dad's bestfriend which also a JPJ officer..
i supposed that haji nasir told the JPJ tester that i was en. ya's daughter...huhu..
i was the first person who was called to start driving the car for session 10.30am...
everyone looked at me..they looked the way i checked the car
before i could start driving it...
i checked the signal light,,the light,,the wiper,,the side mirror,,wore the seatbelt..
i was nervous coz everyone was looking at me..
btw,, i used the car labeled no 1..haha..coz i was the first person..
but the real no of the car was 49..

my tester which was che rusnani,, was a serious lady..
she didnt even smile at me..
when i drove the car,, i forgot everything.. i was like numb..
i forgot to pull the hand break whenever i stopped the car..
i just pulled it once..i forgot to pull it when i was at the traffic light --- lampu merah lorhh..
dlm fikiran ak masa tuhh,, ak rasa [ak fail.. ak fail..]

bila ak sudah bwk kreta kat jalan raya,,
ak entered the kotaraya..
i didnt think that ak patuh roundabouts kat dalam kotaraya tuhh..
guna signal light pn x betol...smpai j ak kat counter kat mula2 ak stat bwk kreta tadi,,
the tester bagi ak the test card..ak kena sign la..
ak tgk markah ak 17/20..passing mark is 16..
i passed the test for jalan raya!!! alhamdulillah..
then i'd to undergo the test in the kotaraya which jalan raya tidak terlibat..
and which i had to do the 3 things -- bukit,, parking,, 3 penjuru...
again i had to wait for my turn...
then my name was called..i had to take the car labeled no 28..
arrgghhh..that car..that car was the car which i used yesterday and the day before yesterday..the-old-broken-air conditonal-perodua-kancil..haha..
luckily i have got myself used to it...

well,, when i did the bukit, my car didnt slide down backward..huh..i made it..
then i did the parking...i didnt complete the parking steps..ak x betulkan tayar n angkat tangan kat tester pn..coz the testers suruh ak beredar dari tmpat parking n buat 3 penjuru..
it's weird...but that's ok..n ak wat 3 penjuru yg plg cantik prnah ak buat[bagi ak la] hari ni..huhu..
and yeay!!! ak passed!!!!

i called my pakcik to tell him that i had done the test..and asking him where was him..
he was not at the kotaraya coz he went to fetch my friend elle to undrgo the retest..
actually,, session for retest is 2.00pm...
when both of them arrived at the kotaraya,,
then pakcik came to me,,
i suddently heard a voice...
pakcik : assalamualaikum..
i got shocked..haha..coz he came from behind me..
pakcik : macam mana na?? berita baik ke berita buruk??
me : agak baik..[hehhe..]
pakcik : elle ada kat pejabat..tanak gi teman dy ke??
me : dk kat pejabat??
pakcik : gi la..bagi semangat sket kat dy tu..
my pakcik then asked me whether i wanted to go home or i wanted to accompany elle?? i chose to accompany elle coz she looked very nervous and asked me to accompany her and gave her some tips on doing the bukit..coz she had aground for the first test last two weeks..
then,,my other friends came to the kotaraya with their own pakcik to do the retest..xera,,syakira,,amarriena..

huh..luckily elle passed the retest...our pakcik called us that he wanted to send us home..huhu..
unfortunately,, we didnt even get a chance to have our lunch at the canteen..
my pakcik had to send 4 students(?).. me,elle and the rest were boys..
the nearest house was elle's...b4 elle's was sent home,,elle sat in the middle between me and a boy..
but then when we arrived at her house,, i had to sit next to a boy..arhhh!!
but it's ok..that boy was kind and friendly..i didnt get a chance to ask his name..[hehhe]..coz we had reached my house..and i had to get out of the car..huhu...

pakcik : na nanti klu jumpa pakcik,, tegur2 la pakcik ye..
me : owh..insyaAllah

pakcik : pakcik mintak maaf la klu selama pkcik mngajar na,, pakcik ada terkasar..
me : eh xper la pakcik..[huhu..]

[xper la pakcik..tahun depan ajar la adik sy plak yer..hehhe..]

happy : i passed the test
sad : i dont need to go to the kotaraya and do the 3 things anymore and i cant see my pakcik anymore..i'll miss u..hahakk..

last day..

2009-04-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

today was the last day for me going to kotaraya..[if i pass the test tomorrow..huhu]
practicing the bukit, parking and tiga penjuru..
and driving through the roads a,b and c...which are test roads(?)
i'm kinda nervous actually..
coz tomorrow i'll be facing the driving test..
i cant imagine how would i feel driving
next to the JPJ tester...

anyway,, i did all the 3 things well today..ok la..
like yesterday...
but my driving instructor said that
i drove the car way too careful and alert..haha.
like i didnt have the confidence to drive the car..

but..when i did the bukit,,
he said i did something wrong
which was i slowed down the speed of the car
when i was driving through the hill..and it's wrong!!!
coz the car might slide down backward..haha..
but that's ok..

p/s : dont bother my english..esp my grammatical error..it sucks..huhu..

g0t tagged..

2009-04-07T09:32:00.003+08:00

tagged by jasmine faizurah.. tankyuh beybeh..tankyuh..

List 10 things that you want for your birthday, doesn't matter whether the things that you want is possible or impossible to get. tag 10 people to do this afterward. have fun.

1. a new motorcycle or scooter
2. a car since i'm gettin' the P license for D class which is car..proton(?) SAVY pun jadi la..proton ke perodua savy hah?? aku lupak la..
3. number plate(?) for my new motorcycle or car -- ANE 333 or ANE 369 or ANE 23...since there's no number plate which starts with E in malaysia..huhu and i've got MAE 33 for my motorcycle,,ACT 333 for my estima..it must cost me a lot..not me actually..but my dad larhh..
4. new handbag(s)..but not the feminine one la..just for storing my stuffs..haha..
5. new handphone of course..fon ak da buruk!! i've been using it since i was 15..huhu..
6. LPU membership..
7. exercise tool(?) or machine(?).. i want to burn my excessive fat!!
8. going to theme park..i've always wanted to ride on a rollercoaster for the 2nd time..huhu..
9. anythin' from anyone which can make me feel happy..esp my parents...
10. fulstop..blank..

sekian terima kasih..

i tag:
1. xera
2. sapa2 yang sudi..

xera

2009-04-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

kenapa ak rasa nak tergelak terbahak-bahak nieh??
my bro watched news(?) on tv just now..
he said ''na, xera masuk dlm berita na!!"
i asked "why??"
he : she's the most richest in malaysia..
me : serious??
he : haha..

perfect..yea..

2009-04-06T20:42:00.004+08:00

today i went to kotaraya..again..
haha..
i'm very happy today!!!! wahh!!!
i made it at last!!!
i didnt do any mistakes today! [i'm not sure actually] .. hahahahahaha!!!
yeay!!

when i did the parking,, i didnt even hit the 'tiang'..even once..
when i did the '3 penjuru' --- well,, i did it well..haha.i mean i could control the steering well..
hahaha..proud..proud..haha..
when i did the 'bukit' thingy -- my car didnt even slide down backward..haha..
yeay!!!
perfect!!

thnx pakcik coz letting me drove the perodua kancil..
easy to manage lah kancil ni..
anyway,, i used the perodua viva before..
but honestly,, i hate that perodua kancil..
huh.. i got sweat..soaking wet..the kancil was kinda old..haha..
the air-conditioner(?) was broken la...
who's the owner of the car hah??
go repair la..do the service thing..

anyway,, i met my friend at kotaraya..xera!!!
haha.. i spent her a glass of teh ais.. [ada ka patot??]..haha..
you should have spent me la xera..u're the rich one and not me...
luckily u didnt bring ur money..
but that's ok..haha...

huh..anyway..back to the driving lesson..
tomorrow will be the last day for me
to practice driving car before wednesday..
urgghhh!!! test day!!! no!!

i dont care..who cares??
if i pass the test..alhamdulillah..
but if i fail, retest jer larhh..h0ho..

huh..the day i went through hell..

2009-04-05T20:53:00.004+08:00

alamak!!
hari rabu nihh ak da kena test ngan tester JPJ..
ak tkot..debaran sudah dpt dirasai..
no!!!!!!

hari ni..huh..
mmg hari yg paling teruk...
ak g blaja kreta kat kotaraya..
sblm ak sampai kt kotaraya,,
pakcik ak,,i mean my driving instructor,,
singgah kat satu gerai n bli nasi bungkus..haha..
ada ka lps dy da bli nasi satu bungkus and he went
to the car and asked me,, "na tak nak nasi ke??"
actually in kelantanese accent,, "na tokse nasik ko?""
i'm kelantanese anyway..hoho..and the pakcik too..
hahhakkk..he should have asked me BEFORE he went to the gerai..
nasib baik ak jwb "tokse"..

btw,,when i was at the kotaraya,,
when i did the parking,, i hit the 'tiang' and the tiang fell down..
owhh..what a shame..many of the driving instructors
reprimanded me and i felt like screaming and crying!!!
[what the f**k is wrong with me??]

my pakcik was eating his nasi bungkus at the canteen..
why did he left me alone doing all that f**king things huh??
i mean do the 'bukit',,parking and 'tiga penjuru'...
it was like hell...

for the parking part,, i hit the tiang..
for tiga penjuru i couldnt contol the steering..
for bukit,, my car slided down backward..

the worst is the pakcik asked me to
write the parking steps on a paper
and memorize it or just put it in the car on the dashboard(?)..haha..

huh!! what to do..
how am i going to face the driving test this wednesday??
no!!!

it's your fault pakcik..
actually,, i dont mean to blame you..
but it's your fault..
it's been a long time since the last time you brought me to kotaraya
and do that 3 things..
you just let me drove on the road(?) or highway(?)..
you let me drove kat jalan dalam bandar..
tapi xpe la..dy nk bg ak biasakan diri dalam kesibukan bandar..
which kita akan tempuhinya tiap2 hari lepas nieh..

tapi the thing is,, i couldnt make it when i go to kotaraya
to do the 3 things..no i cant!!!

huh..tomorrow..again i'll go to kotaraya..
wish me luck..

not to be forgotten

2009-03-27T21:54:00.005+08:00

today is jasmine faizurah's besday!!!
happy besday!!!
you're one of my online best buddies!!!
happy besday!!!

do your best in spm 2009!!!
i'll pray for ya...
dont worry...

happy belated besday..

2009-03-27T21:41:00.006+08:00

happy belated besday chester charles bennington..
my hero!!! you've turned 33...
you're just the best singer ever..
and you're my best bro...

saddest or happiest???

2009-03-19T21:15:00.004+08:00

nitemare..nitemare..
12 mac 2009..
the result for spm has come out..
i really cant forget that day..
i cried my heart out..
hugging my friends...
i dont know what was going on around me..
when i opened the envelope,,
i saw the result..
and the tears started gliding down my face..
i was speechless..
my sister n her friends came n see me..
they were raring to know bout my result...
seriously,, i did cry my heart out...

confusedness conquered myself..
i didnt know whether the result was
the most happiest thing or the saddest thing..

it was the happiest because
i got 3B for additional mathematics
and i got 3B for history...
i always thought that i will get failed for both subjects..
coz for the add math,,
i didnt answer all of the questions..
each question in paper 2 which contains
(a) (i) (ii)
(b) (i) (ii)
(c) (i) (ii)
but i only answered (a) for every question..
add math sucks..bloody hell!!!
but i'm very happy that i got 3B for add math..

history?? urmmm...
i didnt even read books..
especially history books..
history does attract me and i like it but i do hate to memorize it..
seriously i do...
i took one week before the exam to start reading,recalling and memorizing
one big thick history book..
but i didnt even read all the topics..haha..
i just read topics that i felt like reading it..choosy..hehhe..
i am a lazy person...
yeah i'm lazy..
the objective questions?? haha..i just used my short gun..i mean pencil la..
tembak2 jer jwapan..haha...giler betol..
i'm lazy...hate reading...

the saddest??
hmmmm..i dont think i have the mood to type out down here
when it comes to the saddest...
hmmm..
anyway,,tabah..tabah...
the saddest --- i only got less As for the exam..
and it's a nitemare for me..
that's all..dont ask me how many As i got..
and the most saddest,, i got 3B for chemistry..
sorry mama that i have disappointed u...
u're a great chemistry teacher..
sorry that i cant follow my brother that he got 1A for chem..
sorry..

Jimat membawa bahagia...

2009-02-28T20:29:00.004+08:00

yeah..
frugal leads to happiness..

yesterday i went to the supermarket
wit my friends...
we went there at approx 10.15a.m.
we went to almost all of the booth(?)
till 1.30p.m. coz the mall
was closing due to jumaat prayer..
luckily we were not chased out by the cashier..hahha..
we rashly walked out from the mall.

but actually,,bout the jimat..
haha..
when we were having a window-shopping,,
we found cute shirts that are
suitable for the girls..
and u know what,,
it's RM15 each and RM25 for two..
haha..
i just didnt want to let the opportunity flew away
and i purchased it..i bought 2..

Waiting is a catastrophe

2009-02-28T20:09:00.007+08:00

pak cik,, when will u bring me to the kotaraya
to learn parking the car
and driving through the hill??
i dah bosan menunggu...
asik2 naik kreta kat jalan raya..
i think i can control the car on the road(?) or highway(?)..
i mean jalan raya la..
but i am way too weak on controlling that f***king clucth..
i really do hate the clutch..well,,it's manual..not the auto one..
the pak cik always tegur me..
and i feel ashamed..
sometimes i do feel like i'm giving up...
wanna stop belajar memandu...

but i'm raring to go to the kotaraya..
i miss kotaraya..
it's been a long time not going there since
i passed getting the P license for motorcycle...

[sigh..sigh..and sigh]

i just have to wait till
that pak cik tell me when
he's gonna bring me to the kotaraya...

huhh..waiting is torturing...

Fed up!!

2009-02-20T09:49:00.004+08:00

ak da fed up blaja kreta..
pdhal da 7 hari ak blaja kreta..
tapi ak ni x cekap2 bwk kreta...
huhh..fed up..fed up..
sampai j kat traffic light,,
jd blur xtau nk tekan yg mn..
klu jln straight ak ok la...
tapi klu kat traffic light ms ak nk belok ke kiri..
xtau nk tekan brek dulu ke,,clutch dulu..
da byk kali ak kena tegur ngan pak cik tu..
ak da malu la nk bwk kreta..
asyik kena tegur j..
nasib baik pak cik tu sporting...
klu la ak kena ngan pak cik yg garang..mampos ak...
kawan ak bleh pak cik yg garang..hahha...byk kali kena marah...

ak rasa cam da putus asa..
tak nak wat lesen keta..huhh..

Happy belated birthday!!!!!

2009-02-16T09:17:00.007+08:00

am i too late wishing mike and phoenix happy birthday??
that's ok lah...
BTW,,happy birthday mike shinoda and phoenix...
my heroes forever and ever!!!!!

happy belated birthday -- mike:february 11 and phoenix:february 8
they now has turned 32!!! they're getting older..
but that will not change my enthusiasm on them..
hope ur dreams will come true guys!!!

yeyy!!!!! at last for the first time..

2009-02-10T08:34:00.002+08:00

kelmarin ak start blaja bawak kreta...
yeyy!!!
for the first time...
best gilerr..!!
pak cik yg ngajar ak tu baik gilerr..
nm dy pk cik man...

ak ni da la blur...
xtau papa sal kreta nih..
haha..da la xtau mana brek,,mana minyak...
sume la sa kreta ak x tau..
tapi ak bersyukur pk ck tu yg ngajar ak...
sporting gilerr..
pk cik ni kira ayh ak tempah khas la...

ak bawak kreta lbh kurang 6km
tapi yg x sedap nye
masa mula2 ak nk bwk kreta tu,,
ada accident blaku...
tapi bukan ak la yg terlibat..
darah merata-rata...cermin habis pecah..
kreta kancil yg da x brapa nampak rupa kreta kancil nye..
dasat gilerr...
pk cik tu x kasi ak tgk sbb takot ak panik nk bwk kreta...
biasa la..1st time..
tapi ak tgk gak...tapi ak x nampak keadaan mangsa nye cm mana..
lbh kurang 3m dari tmpat accident tu,,
pk cik tu suruh ak bwk kreta..
ak berdebar2 yg amat sgt...
tapi pk ck tu baik..dy ajar satu2...best...
x sabar nk naik kreta plak petang nihh..hoho..

tapi pngalaman yg x brapa nk manis
masa ak bwk kreta klmarin,,
hahhakk...enjin kreta mati 3-4 kali..
tapi xper..pk cik tu x marah langsung...
1 lagi,,ak kn bwk kreta slow sgt2...
ak slalu ter-pecut kreta..
bnyk kali pk cik tu suruh ak slow2..
ak xtau la mcm mn prasaan driver2 lain yg bwk kreta blakang ak..

batal iman woo..

2009-02-07T10:54:00.002+08:00

NIFAK
apa itu nifak??

nifak ialah berpura-pura melahirkan keimanan
sedangkan hati tetap kufur kepada Allah s.w.t..
orng yg mengamalkan sifat nifak ini digelar MUNAFIK...

org indon dlm sinetron slalu sebut munafik..
do they really know what is the meaning of munafik???
plz la..klu stakat sebut j tapi diri sdri pn munafik..
sorry la...iman bisa terbatal kok..

ciri2 munafik:
-berbohong apabila bercakap
-khianat bila diberi amanah
-mungkir janji ketika berjanji
-melampaui batas ketika bertengkar

akibat buruk munafik:
-mghilangkan sikap prcaya-mpercayai
-melemahkan prpaduan masyarakat
-mghancurkan kekuatan umat Islam
-x mndapat ketenangan hidup di dunia dan di akhirat.

cara2 mghindari sifat munafik:
-taat dan patuh pada perintah Allah
-kukuhkan keimanan dlm diri
-mnjauhkan diri drpd org2 yg bersifat munafik..

so sapa2 yg rasa diri dy tu munafik,,
bertaubat la sbelum pintu taubat ditutup...
klu da tertutup da xleh nk wat apa2 dah..
sapa2 yg smbahyang x cukup,,x beribat kpd Allah,,
melakukan perkara yg dilarang oleh Allah dan meninggalkan
perkara yg disuruh oleh Allah,
sedar2 la...jgn nak mimpi masuk tmpat suci-syurga..
insyaAllah...Allah maha pengampun dan maha penyayang...
tau x,, org yg x smbahyang da la
akan dilaknat oleh Allah..
tambah2 diseksa dalam neraka...
apa akibat x smbahyang??
org itu akn menghempas kepalanya ke batu..
setiap kali pecah,,kepalanya akan bercantum kembali dan dihempaskan lagi kepala tu..
seram..seram...
ala,,sembahyang bukannya 2 3 jam..knapa susah sgt nk smbhyang??
igt la...setiap amalan dan perbuatan manusia dicatat
oleh malaikat Rakib Atid,, malaikat kanan dan kiri
Rakib mencatit kebaikan
Atid pula mencatit kejahatan....

feeling like crying my heart out...

2009-02-03T22:35:00.007+08:00

baru2 ni sekor lagi kucing ak hilang...

hari ni da masuk hari ke-4 dy x balik..
huhuhuhuhuhu.............
nama kucing tu selemon...
ak pggl dy emon..
ak sayang sgt kat kucing nihh..
kucing ni comey r gak..
tapi ak x sempat amik gmbar dy...
sape curi hah????
pulangkan balik...
sob....sob...
ak anggap kucing mcm adk ak...ak tido ngan kucing...
tapi kucing ni mmg ak syg giler2...
knape klu kucing yg ak syg sgt2 msti hilang????
nenek ak kata sbb kitorg (fmly ak)
trlalu syg sgt kat kucing sampai x igt kan Allah..
sbb tu Allah amik balik kucing tu dari kitorg...
ak mmg xleh trima lgsung
kehilangan kucing ak nih..
ni da masuk kucing yg ke-5 hilang...
ak da x tahan...
lps ni ak kn kurung kucing2 ak dlm sangkar...
tapi ak kesian tgk kucing berkurung j dlm tu...

M&M

2009-01-31T12:11:00.003+08:00

eminem,,mana ko??
ak rindu eminem...
da lama x tgk ko lam tv..
you're my favourite rapper besides MS..
you're hot..huhu...
ko x wat album baru ka??

kritikal.....

2009-01-29T13:06:00.005+08:00

kelmarin ak gi hospital..
awal²pagi lagi ak da gi…
tapi ramai gilerr org…
ak kena bratur 2nggu queue…
no ak 7048…

then,,lps no ak disebut
ak kena naik tgkat 1..
ak jumpa doktor…nama dy Mazima..
doktor ni peramah gilerr..
dy cek penyakit ak…
dy kata terok gak ak ni…
ak kena gi hospital 3 kali lagi..
then ak akan dibedah..huhu…

insyaAllah operation tu akn berjaya..
xder kesan jangka pnjg…
insyaAllah..

Boikot aje...

2009-01-24T23:52:00.004+08:00

boikot j barangan yg menguntungkan pihak israel..
boikot sume barangan keluaran syrkat pro yahudi..
mulakan dgn usaha kecil yg akhir mbberi impak yg besar..

JOM!!..

ambi pur
hugo boss
calvin klein
clinique
CNN
coca cola
danone
disney
donna karan new york (DKNY)
apex
20 century fox
giorgio armani
hanes
harper collins
hema
huggies
intel
johnson & johnson
wonderbra
kimberly clark
kotex
lancome
kleenex
loreal
McDonalds
KFC
pizza hut
domino's pizza
A&W
maggi
maybelline
national geographic channel
nestle
NOKIA
motorola
perrier
ralph lauren
revlon
sanex
river island
kitkat
sprite
sunkist
timberland
colgate
palmolive
pelembut softlan

lagu untukmu

2009-01-20T11:05:00.003+08:00

yeah..
Meet Uncle Hussain menang AJL baru2 ni...
my favourite local band
besides bunkface...

da lama ak mgharapkan
M.U.H. menang!!

ala,,faizal tahir tu
menang 3 anugerah pn tapi
x menang tuk juara lagu..
haha..
da la muka cam hantu..
x sesuai r kau bercelak camtu...
much to disgust la..

personally,, i like meet uncle hussain..
they're different from other bands...
Lan has got a very unique voice
and i love it...
but honestly,,
i hate Hujan band..
ntah papa la band nihh...
mcm org xder moral j...huhu..
rambut da la menutupi mata...
da la berlagak...

the condemned

2009-01-20T10:44:00.003+08:00

ak tau citer ni agak lama..
tapi ak baru tgk...
haha..

best giler!!!
da la wrestler kegemaran ak!!!
steve austin!!
yeah.. 3:16 ..yeah...
tapi asal kau da lama x main
lam wwe??
ak ni fan kau la...
the rock pn da lama xder..
wrestler2 baru sume x best!!
ak suka john cENA..yeah..my hero...
tapi skang batista pn okey..hensem siot..

nway,,bout the condemned..
abg ak baru illegally dload filem ni
and burn to dvd..
tu pasal la ak baru tgk..
best gilerr...
filem ni filem aksi yg agak ganas
atau dlm kata lain trlampau ganas..

citer nye pasal competition
antara prisoners...
sape yang bleh survive
akan menang & jadi wira..

tapi lam citer ni ad gak
unsur2 ganas yg melampau2..
pukul pmpuan & rogol banduan pmpuan tuhh...
da la depan suami yg merupakan banduan gak..
wtf??

tapi masa ak tgk citer ni,,
ak rasa cam nk belasah org..hahaha..tak lah..
tapi seriously,,bes gak nmpak
bleh belasah org...
release stress pn bley daaa....

hari2 yang meletihkan.....

2009-01-17T20:26:00.003+08:00

ak da letih..
ak da letih..

hari2 ak kene wat sume kerja rumah..
ak kene cuci pggan magkuk,,
ak kena jemur kain,,
ak menyapu
ak mop lantai
ak masak
ak lipat kain
ak lap prabot..huhu..
ak tengok tv
ak makan
ak tido

da macam lagu rap plak..haha..

tapi yang ak sedey nye
ak x sempat nak online..
sorry r guys
ak x dapat nk balas apa2 yg patot..
malam ni baru ak ade masa nk online..

tapi xper la..ak wat sume ni
hanya krna ak kesian kat mak ak..
and for the most important,,
mak ak nak kasi upah kat ak..haha..
sminggu rm10 jeww..
tapi ok lah...
ak ni da jadi orang gaji kat rmh ak &
majikan nya ialah parents ak..

ingat lah...

2009-01-11T08:21:00.007+08:00

semasa Rasulullah dlm perjalanan ke
lagit ke-7,,baginda menyaksikan pelbagai peristiwa
yg mnjadi iktibar bagi kita...
baginda naik ke ats dgn menaiki knderaan dari syurga
yg trlalu pantas bernama "Buraq"

antara peristiwa yg disaksikan ialah:

1. bertemu dgn jin ifrit
2. bertemu skumpulan manusia yg menanam & mengetam pada hari yg sama slps diketam brbuah lagi..
(itulah org yg berbuat amal soleh & berjuang pada jalan Allah)
3. mencium bau harum Masyitah,,tukang sikat keluarga Firaun.
(dia bersama keluarganya mati direbus oleh Firaun krn mpertahankan keimanan kpd Allah)
4. menyaksikan org yg menghempas kepalanya ke batu..setiap kali pecah kepalanya bercantum kembali lalu
dihempas lagi..
(itulah org yg berat menunaikan solat)
5. melihat org bercawat,,makan buah berduri,,menelan api neraka
(itulah org yg x mahu bayar zakat)
6. melihat org yg makan daging mentah & busuk sedangkan daging yg masak & bagus ada di sisinya.
(itulah org yg mpunyai pasangan yg sah tapi brzina dgn org lain)
7. menyasikan org berenang d sungai darah..dilempar dgn batu..
(itulah org yg makan riba & lintah darat)
8. brtemu dgn org memikul kayu api,,sudah terlalu berat memikul bebanan tapi ditambah lagi..
(itulah org yg slalu menambah bebanan amanah)
9. melihat org mggunting lidah dgn besi hingga putus,,kemudian lidahnya bsambung & dpotongnya lagi brterusan
(itulah org yg pndai bcakap,,mengajar org brbuat baik,,tapi dirinya sndiri x melakukannya @ org yg bpidato
menyebarkan fitnah)
10. melihat org mmpunyai bibir spt bibir unta dsuap dgn bara api
(itulah org yg menyalahgunakan harta ank yatim)
11. melihat seekor lembu besar keluar dari satu lubang kmudian ia cuba masuk kmbali tapi gagal
(itulah org yg bcakap besar & berdusta,,ingin menarik balik kata2 nya tapi gagal)
12. melihat wanita yg buah dadanya dgantung sambil mnjerit minta pertolongan
(itulah anita yg menyusukan ank dari hubungan haram)
13. melihat sebatang kayu brduri merintangi jln..semua baju trkoyak bila org melaluinya
(itulah org yg suka dduk d tepi jln & mgganggu org yg lalu lalang)
14. mndengar paggilan prmpuan cantik(pengaruh keduniaan),,permpuan tua(umur dunia),,panggilan iblis(seruan
Yahudi & Nasrani)..semuanya tidak diendahkan oleh Nabi..

Fallin' in l0ve

2009-01-10T14:59:00.007+08:00

yeah..
i'm fallin' in love with linkin park a.k.a. LP
they're my heroes..
i've fallen in love with them since i was 10..year 2001..

why do i love them??
they're the most successful band in the world..
all of the members have their own talents...
to my mind,, the most talented are
michael kenji kobayashi shinoda a.k.a. mike shinoda
and joseph hahn a.k.a. mr. hahn..

it's becoz mike can rap,,and he can also do the vocals...
he also known as multi-instrumentalist..
he can play all sorts of instruments...
he can also do art things..he is very lucky coz he has got many talents...
i wish i could be like him...

mike shinoda

mr. hahn is the best turntablist in the world...
the most succesful DJ..
the most important,,he can direct videos...

mr. hahn

mike shinoda & mr. hahn mmg sama2 hebat...
dorang yg slalu reka cover utk album dorang..
sume bnda2 graphic tu lorhh...
chester pn xkurang...
chaz vocalist paling hebat!!! vokal dy mmg power gilerr...
dy scream pn x pecah suara dy...
even live performance pn walaupun dy ni agak buas ats pentas like a monkey..haha..
sampai bleh patah tangan..but still his voice maintain jerr...

chester bennington

rob plak the most cutest and can play drum solo utk masa yg agak pnjang..mantop gilerrr!!!!
brad & phoenix mmg naturally pandai men gitar...
wahhh!!! best nye...

brad delson

rob bourdon

phoenix

lagu dorang mmg masuk larr dlm kepala otak ak ni..
wlupun lagu dari album hybrid theory & meteora lagi best
dari their latest album minutes to midnight tapi,,
dlm album nihh mnunjukkan keinsafan dlm diri dorang..
bagus la tuhhh..ak tetap sokong korang...
lirik dorang pn ade kena mngena ngan ak..
especially papercut...papercut mmg menunjukkan diri ak..
xtau la knpe ak rasa camtuhh..

LP forever
LP rulezz..

JabbaWockeeZ

2009-01-10T12:25:00.007+08:00

skang ak da ade hobi baru..

ak da jatuh cinta ngan JabbaWockeeZ..
dorang ni won America's Best Dance Crew!!!
mmg giler r dorang shuffle...
bez siot!!!
dorang perform masa MTV asia awards kat malaysia baru2 nihh..

ak mmg salute r dorg..

nihh video Jabbawockeez - America's best dance crew

Menyesal banget sihh...

2009-01-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

knape la bertindak bodoww hah??
ak menyesal giler...
tp xpe everything's back to normal..

sbenar nye ak nyesal ni sbb ak
da buat jahat pada kucing ak...
nama kucing ak tu miko...
kucing ni gemukk..haha..
tmpat dy kat dapur j...slalu makan..
skang daa pandai bkk tudung periuk sendiri laa nk amik ikan...

ak nyesal sbb i accidentally hit him...da la kuat...
coz he ate the ikan goreng yg ak baru goreng..
ak x prasan dy ade kat ats meja tu..
he's become numb..but he still continued eating maa..
what have i done????
i was way too kasar...

yang ak paling nyesal,,
sehari lps tuhh dy x balik2...
2 hari dy x balik...
ak da rasa mnyesal...ak x gtau sapa2 pn pasal ak pukul kucing ak tuhh...
ak nangis..haha...
sume adk ak risau sal miko x balik2..
miko ngan ikan kan inseparable...
risau nihh x balik makan...
petang tuhh ak tekejut tgk dy da ade kt dlm umah..
ak peluk2 dy & ak kasi makan byk2...

PeRaSaNnn.....

2009-01-10T10:40:00.001+08:00

pada 21 disember baru2 ni ak gi antar
abang ak kat UIAM a.k.a. IIUM
(international islamic university malaysia)
giler la..ak jmpa tok arab...
huyyy..hensem giler...OMG!!!
hahaha...

BTW,,refer pd tajuk perasan nihh,,
sebenar ak nk gtau nihh...
ms ak dk kat masjid UIAM nk tunaikan solat zohor-asar,, jamak-qasa la..
ak jmpa sorang pompuan kulit hitam a.k.a. nigga nihh...
dy bersama ngan 2 org kawan dy..
giler ko tau x,, ak senyum melebar kat dy,,
tp dy masam j mcm nk fight ngan ak..
ak pn terus gtau abg ak lorrhhh...
abg ak kata

"org kulit hitam mmg camtuh..sombong...
klu jmpa org pn bkn nk bg salam..
klu org arab lain la..jmpa skit bg salam & siap tanya how are you lg tuhh..."

w0oii..ko tau x ko dk kat negara org skang nih??? perrghhh!!!
tapi xpe la...dorang dtang pn nk blajar..

Konflik Palestine-Israel..

2009-01-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

MasyaAllah..
Allahuakbar takbir!!! takbirr!!

ape da jd dgn dunia skang hah?!!
manusia bertindak semakin bodoww & kejam...

Israel mmg jahat!!
mmg da ternyata dlm quran israel adalah kaum paling degil ats dunia..
sbb tuhh mereka kononnya anggap dorang tuh mulia..pa daa...
klu x,,Allah x mengutuskan Nabi2 pd ms dlu..
korang mmg mhancurkan dunia la..
masyaAllah!!
ade ke kitab suci dorang kata klu bunuh org islam dapat pahala..
aiyya!! wo0oiii!!! sape ajar korang hah??
ni la ajaran sesat yg paling bodooww ats dunia..

"Obama,,loe tu gimana sih?? diam seribu bahasa j"

bila la Bush tu nk brhenti buat kerja2 kejam ni??
atau g mampos terus!!
Obama plak akan menghuni White House 20 Januari nih...lmbat seyyhh..
insyaallah obama akn mberikan keuntungn bg dunia Islam..

sob...sob...sob...sedey sedey..

kanak2 yg x bedosa pn kena gak...innalillah...

MERATAP... lelaki Palestin ini meraung ketika mengecam mayat tiga anaknya yang
terkorban akibat bedilan kereta kebal Yahudi di Hospital Shifa, Gaza

Israel Hancurkan Sekolah Bantuan PBB di Gaza

tapi xpe la...dorang mati syahid...
bilakah kekejaman ini akan berakhir??
ak mmg nk nangis nih..

satu lg,,
wooiii negara2 Arab!!! bangun larhh...
bangun tolong palestin!!
jgn nk menyombong diri sj...
knpa xder org tolong nihh??
at least bg la pertolongn perubatan ka?? makanan ka??
heyy,,kalau ak ni mmg berharta cam bill gates tuhh
ak xkan goyang kaki...

so ak mintak sgt supaya semua org,,
ak nk cegah kemungkaran ni..
ak xleh cegah ngan hati ak j..
cegah ngan hati adalah selemah-lemah iman..
tp ak x terdaya nk cegah ngan tangan ak..
ak nk mintak supaya korang esp rakyat msia
tolong la boikot barangan amerika & israel...
stop going to tesco!!!
tesco tuhh israel pnya...

Quetion to Ask Yourself...

2009-01-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

actually to ask myself la..
just be honest la..
i have to answer 115 questions?? what the heck??

1. Why not me?
idk..

2. Am I nice?
xtau larhh..kkadang ade la jgk..

3. Am I doing what I really want to do?
soalan nih...paa daa...

4. What am I grateful for?
ak Islam,,ak dilahirkan di M'sia..alhamdulillah..

5. What’s missing in my life?
s0methin' that has g0ne missing larr..

6. Am I honest?
to be honest,,kekadang j...

7. Do I listen to others?
i do try..tapi depends ah...

8. Do I work hard?
ak pemalas..tu j ak bleh gtau...

9. Do I help others?
ermmmm..ade r gak...tp diorg x kenang pn...

10. What do I need to change about myself?
i'm just me..i like what i do,i do what i like...

11. Have I hurt others?
xtau r tuhhh..mngkin ade kot..

12. Do I complain?
hahaha...that's me.

13. What’s next for me?
i'm dying??

14. Do I have fun?
being teenager,,not at all..

15. Have I seized opportunities?
x igt maa..

16. Do I care about others?
if they care about me..

17. Do I spend enough time with my family?
alarhh,,tahun baru ni ak dk rmh sorang2 j..sume g skul..parents ak kerja.

18. Am I open-minded?
i think i am...

19. Have I seen enough of the world?
not at all..

20. Do I judge others?
kekadang tu ade arhh..

21. Do I take risks?
ak suke wt bnda2 cam gni..

22. What is my purpose?
purpose ape lakk nih..soalan x abis tanye ke??

23. What is my biggest fear?
my dad..haha.garang bangat sih...

24. How can I conquer that fear?
klu memberontak.dosa lakk weiyhh..

25. Do I thank people enough?
not really

26. Am I successful?
to be frank...nope..

27. What am I ashamed of?
klu ak dimalukan depan org lain..

28. Do I annoy others?
ak annoy korang x??

29. What are my dreams?
banyak..klu list sampai esok pn x abess daa..

30. Am I positive?
positive tuk paa?? klu ngandung no larhh...

31. Am I negative?
la,, soalan cam gini lagi..

32. Is there an afterlife?
ade..hari akhirat lar..

33. Does everything happen for a reason?
everything happen dah ditentukan takdir..

34. What can I do to change the world?
ak nk g white house and dakwah kat presiden tuhh....haha..ak berdakwah??

35. What is the most foolish thing I’ve ever done?
ak panjat tangga masa ak kecik,masa dk kat ipoh..tngan ak patah weyhh..sampai skarang tngan ak belok.

36. Am I cheap?
priceless..

37. Am I greedy?
i hate greedy..

38. Who do I love?
myself??

39. Who do I want to meet?
org yg ak nk jumpa...

40. Where do I want to go?
tmpat ug ak nk gi..

41. What am I most proud of?
ak bangga jd diri ak..

42. Do I care what others think about me?
lantak korang lah nk pk ape sal ak..

43. What are my talents?
ade la gak skit2...tapi x pro..

44. Do I utilize those talents?
when i feel it's time to utilize it..

45. What makes me happy?
everything that makess me happy..

46. What makes me sad?
byk..

47. What makes me angry?
bila ak jdk cam tikus mmbaiki labu..

48. Am I satisfied with my appearance?
everyone must lar...

49. Am I healthy?
alhamdulillah stakat ni ak sihat..tapi ak x tahan la dgn resdung ak nih...

50. What was the toughest time in my life?
masaak nk exam?? time tu la...

51. What was the easiest time in my life?
abess exam...

52. Am I selfish?
depends on what people think about it...especially my friends..

53. What was the craziest thing I did?
ak mmang gilerr..

54. What is the craziest thing I want to do?
macam-macam maa..

55. Do I procrastinate?
that's me..haha!!!

56. What is my greatest regret?
bila ak brgaduh ngan sape2..ak akan mnyesal gilerr..ak bc quran byk2..siyess!!!

57. What has had the greatest impact on my life?
banyak sihh..

58. Who has had the greatest impact on my life?
my parents...

59. Do I stand up for myself?
mesti larhh...

60. Have I settled for mediocrity?
always laa....kesederhanaan ni tuhan pn suka..

61. Do I hold grudges?
ak tau x baik...but i do..tp depends la ats bnda yg korang wat kat ak..

62. Do I read enough?
ak-malas-baca

63. Do I listen to my heart?
msti la...klu x ak xkan buat ssuatu bnda..

64. Do I donate enough to the less fortunate?
klu ak berharta ak akan donate 40% drpd harta ak..siyess la!!

65. Do I pray only when I want something?
weii..sembahyang tu wajib lorhh..bekalan nk g akhirat..

66. Do I constantly dwell on the past?
sometimes..

67. Do I let other people’s negativity affect me?
of course not maa..

68. Do I forgive myself?
depends..

69. When I help someone do I think “What’s in it for me”?
rarely...

70. Am I aware that someone always has it worse than me?
always..

71. Do I smile more than I frown?
i like to smile when i see someone..tp klu dy x balas smile ak,,ak frown la..smile tu sedekah la weyhh..x blaja PAI ke??

72. Do I surround myself with good people?
xleh nk cakap tuhh..

73. Do I take time out for myself?
sometimes..

74. What are you listening to right now?
bunkface - situasi...

75. What song makes you sad?
hands held high - linkin park

76. What is the most annoying song in the world?
byk larrhh..but one of them is disturbia by rihanna..

77. Your all time favorite band?
Linkin Park of course..LP rulezzz...

78. Your newly discovered band is?
hmmmm....ade la gak beberapa band nih..one of them is bunkface

79. Best female voice?
this question is rather hard..anyway,,i think avril lavigne?? haha..coz i used to be her huge fan..weee..

80. Best male voice?
chester charles bennington..vocalist of LP...suara dy power & x pecah masa scream nyanyi live.. yeah!!!!

81. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
depends..head-banging la kot...

82. What do you listen to to hype you up?
hhmmm..

83. What do you listen to you calm down?
heavy metal songs?? siyess..lagi berat lagu lagi tenang ak..tp kebanyakannya LP song la..

84. Last concert you went to?
i havent been to any concerts larhh...byk maksiat blaku tuhh..

85. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
linkin park..

86. Most hated band?
gym class heroes kot..

87. Song that makes you think?
depends on the lyrics..

88. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
linkin park!!! definitely..

89. Coolest music videos?
most of LP videos.. BTW,, avril lavigne-complicated cool gak tuhh..

90. Music video with the most babe watch?
ne-yo and akon...urghhh....disgusting..

91. Can you play a musical instrument?
hmmm..let me think...i think no..but ade la dua tiga lagu ak bleh main ngan keyboard..

92. Are you in a band?
nope..

93. Ever dated a musician?
never..

94. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician?
ade gak terpikir..

95. Best guy band you know of?
linkin park..

96. Last song that you heard on the radio/cd...etc...?
ak dgr masa ak nk tido..so masa last song tu ak daa tido maa..

97. What do you think of Classical music?
ok gak...

98. What do you think of Country music?
i'm damn not into it..

99. What do you think of Death metal?
not into this...so immoral..hate it..

100. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
u mean?? japan pop or korea pop?? klu ak belek mtv and mtv siar lagu tu ak pn secara automatic dengar la..

101. What famous musician do you find sexy?
byk sbenar nye..tapi yg ade kat kepala otak ak skang ialah britney spears & pink..haha..

102. Do you listen to the radio?
hell yes..

103. Do you watch music TV?
yup..

104. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40?
yup..

105. Have you meet any famous musicians?
x pernah..siyesss...

106. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians?
hmmm.. x tanya pn diorang sal benda nih..haha..

107. Song that best describes your feelings right now?
linkin park - papercut...yup..exactly...

108. Song that describes your life?
udah2 la tanya sal lagu nih..

109. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to?
nope..too many of them..

110. What famous musician do you want to marry?
haha..silly question..

111. Do you wear band T-shirts?
i wanna have it..

112. Do you sing in the shower?
hell no..

113. If so, what? If not, why not?
i'm not much of a singer..

114. Do I ask enough questions?
to be frank..banyak ag persoalan tntg diriku..

115. What other questions do I have?
udah2 larrhh.da banyak soalan nih...