Thursday, March 19, 2009

saddest or happiest???

12 mac 2009..
the result for spm has come out..
i really cant forget that day..
i cried my heart out..
hugging my friends...
i dont know what was going on around me..
when i opened the envelope,,
i saw the result..
and the tears started gliding down my face..
i was speechless..
my sister n her friends came n see me..
they were raring to know bout my result...
seriously,, i did cry my heart out...

confusedness conquered myself..
i didnt know whether the result was
the most happiest thing or the saddest thing..

it was the happiest because
i got 3B for additional mathematics
and i got 3B for history...
i always thought that i will get failed for both subjects..
coz for the add math,,
i didnt answer all of the questions..
each question in paper 2 which contains
(a) (i) (ii)
(b) (i) (ii)
(c) (i) (ii)
but i only answered (a) for every question..
add math sucks..bloody hell!!!
but i'm very happy that i got 3B for add math..

history?? urmmm...
i didnt even read books..
especially history books..
history does attract me and i like it but i do hate to memorize it..
seriously i do...
i took one week before the exam to start reading,recalling and memorizing
one big thick history book..
but i didnt even read all the topics..haha..
i just read topics that i felt like reading it..choosy..hehhe..
i am a lazy person...
yeah i'm lazy..
the objective questions?? haha..i just used my short gun..i mean pencil la..
tembak2 jer jwapan..haha...giler betol..
i'm lazy...hate reading...

the saddest??
hmmmm..i dont think i have the mood to type out down here
when it comes to the saddest...
the saddest --- i only got less As for the exam..
and it's a nitemare for me..
that's all..dont ask me how many As i got..
and the most saddest,, i got 3B for chemistry..
sorry mama that i have disappointed u...
u're a great chemistry teacher..
sorry that i cant follow my brother that he got 1A for chem..


  1. bro.. xleh sedih sangat... mak kau mesti dah redha kan?? kau kena redha gak... berdosa kalo x bersyukur tau.. tuhan dah bagi peluang kat kau...

    hm.. lepas nie nak sambung mana? paling bodoh2 pon masuk matrik... tapi boleh masuk u nie.. aku yakin... ok? =)

  2. its ok ena..=))
    i know u tried ur best....
    and u just have to accept what g0d has given you...
    coz theres god has a lot better plans for you...

    congrats ena!!!!


  3. thnx dylle...
    for giving me such advice and spirit..

    i promise myself that i'll
    change my attitude
    and be more like a bookworm...

    and yeah..
    people say things happen for reasons..
    or things happen have a hidden agenda..who knows...
    maybe they're right...
    and you're right..maybe God has
    other plans for me..
    we just have to come to terms with it..

    mwaaaahhh too!!!!

  4. hey bro ahmad sufi..
    thnx la sbb bagi ak semangat...

    mak ak?? hmmm...
    sbenar nya dy agak kecewa...
    dy sendiri cakap kat ak..
    tapi ak nk wat mcm mn...
    mak ak da bleh nampak ak xleh A utk chem
    ms hari exam chem lagi..sbb dy tau
    ak salah pilih soalan which damn hard...
    mak ak pn tak tekankan sgt benda tu
    ms dy mengajar ak dulu..

    ak?? ak redha n ak bersyukur sgt2...
    sbb klu tgk result ak tu,,
    sume nye A dan B..alhamdulillah la..
    xder bwh drpd B...

    kau rasa result ak bleh masuk matrik ke??