kittens

i was just informed that 2 of my kittens have gone dead..
but why didnt anyone tell me before?
i didnt even get any chances to see them
after they were born..
can i go home now?
i'm sick of living at college...
i wanna see n look after the mother of the kittens..
she must be searching for the kittens..
i can feel it..
coz my mom phoned me and told me that
Mona (the mother), took a fish and was searching for her kittens
to feed them..so sad..
i really wanna hug Mona...

happy news

i'll be getting the JPA scholarship soon..
so happy..
really hope that i'll get it before Raya Aidil Fitri
so that i can go shopping for raya..
happppyyy..!!!

fasting

God i miss my home...
i need to get home NOW!!
well..it's not that pleasure to perform fasting here at the college..
nk buka puasa dgn family!!
makan makanan selera kelantan..

i wanna go home..

btw, raya..
i can only celebrate raya just for a week..
then i have to come back here
since my final exam is around the corner..
arrgghh..only Allah knows i hate exams..

hello!

long time no blogging...
i'm at UiTM Shah Alam
taking bachelor of dental surgery now..

huhh.being here..fuhh.
i dont know how am i gonna start this...
living here is so.....exhausted..
everyday i've to attend classes
from 8a.m. to 5p.m.. [generally..]
sometimes the class ends at 6p.m.

taking dentistry is such..
well honestly, i do wanna be a dentist and i'm willing to face the 5 years study..
but previously, i didnt think it's gonna be like this..
i mean...buzy..my life is too buzy..
i have to stay up all nights..studying..

btw, my previous test result..haha..
quite disappointed..haha..
i only got pass..but i failed to get A..
that's ok..think positive..
there're still more tests n exams waiting..i'll try to do my best
and make my parents proud..

menghitung hari!

18/5..
huhh..
result matrik da nak kluar..
i can feel the huge adrenaline rush inside my body
whenever i think of the day..
takottt!!
my sister got her chance to go to UM..
but what bout me? where am i goin' to pursue my study after this?
my bro n my parents really wanted and coaxed me to go to UM
so that i can be a companion to my sister...

one word keeps puzzling my mind,
"d.i.l.e.m.m.a"

certainty

now i'm certain

that i'm gonna pursue my study

on the science field...

(i know that i used to hate science)

and i've ever taken the class for (engineering drawing??) in highscool..

and as far as i can remember, those of my friends who from the beginning

took the biology class just becoz of they liked biology...

but i dont understand...

where are they now?? huhu...

they even escaped themselves from science field..

but thats ok...its their lifes...

live your life to the fullest,, friends...

[clearing throat....]

i have determined and

devoting full strength and concentrated attention to get 4 flat

for this second semester...

i really wanna be a dentist..

i dont care what people will say..

even my bro who really objects me when i said i wanted to be a dentist...

i wanna fulfill my parents' dreams...

i can see it through the way they talk,

they way they act..

it's like they're hoping me to be a doctor...

well, dont worry mom and dad...

i will make your dreams come true...

i know that you're hoping me to be a doctor or a dentist..

since they're non of our family members have become doctors or dentists..

only engineers and lawyers..

and the courses that use skill..haha..ridiculous.

i dont know what they are called..

you know like the hotel management and the designing thingy..

ya Allah,, i really hope that i'll get 4 flat for this 2nd semester

and i will have the opportunity to further my study on dentistry..

chemistry

now i'm starting to like chemistry...

i enjoy learning it..

for this semester i learn about the organic chemistry..

but i kinda dont understand

about the attacking of the nucleophilic on the electrophilic..

and the free radical substitution...

to be honest,,

i'm so lucky to have my mom who is a chemistry teacher

and got the degree for chemistry..(whatever)

i dont what it is called..

and my mom has a major on the organic chemistry..

now that i'm home,

i can learn chemistry with my mom..

yeay!!!

p/s: sorry mr. mark haur jye..

it's not that i didnt get anything from you when i was in the lecture hall..

but...hmmmphh..speechless..sometimes i felt sleepy in the lecture hall..

btw, you're the best chemistry lecturer...and also thnx for being my tutor..

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